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10:20 pm: What do you tell your best friend when his dad is dying?

03:54 pm:

07:14 pm: Valentines day in a nut shell:

Rehearsal for Urinetown from 12pm -5pm

Party - dress as an old person theme.

Edible body paints. fun stuff

getting hung over...waking up covered in body paints....


It was fun.

03:08 am: So I have been thinking...even though Five Towns College is better than UNC, i still don't feel quite right there. I have made some great friends and thats really all i like. the students. I hate the feel of being back in middle school (thats what the school used to be before it became a college.) The proffesors don't really care about you, and I have put on better shows in High school. plus there is no competition. I am one of the best guys in the program. I'm not okay with that. If i do plan to transfer...AGAIN. I will do it in the spring of 2010.
These are the schools:

-University of Michigan...extreamly competitive, i might not have a chance. (plus no BFA in Musical Theater.)

-Oakland University...great program, $10,000 a year plus room and board, BFA in Musical Theater.

-Penn State...most competitive, not gonna get in, no chance, just want to check it out.

-Roosevelt University, Chicago College of Perf. Arts...#1 school I am looking at. Great school, Competitive enough but not cheap, $23,000 a year.

if five towns does not work out. im peacin'!

10:40 pm: And as all my friends leave to go back to school, I am left alone to to wait till MY break ends. But still, I can't help but wonder....Are E.T and The Miracle Worker the same film???

Think about it!

12:42 am: For the past few months I've been really interested in this girl. Really Interested!!

...and then she gets engaged....what is this?

oh...MY LIFE!

05:32 pm: Cannot wait to be home in Colorado. Will do many things. eat home cooked meals. sleep in a double sized bed. hang out with my 303 peeps. and eat home cooked meals. it will be great fun until i have to leave again at 10 am on saturday.

07:32 pm: What is Fun about living in NY:
The city.
StUdent rush Tickets... I basically can get front row center seats for any show for $27.
Meeting celebs like:
-The whole cast of A Tale of Two Cities including the Composer.
-John Lithgow
-Katie Holms
and the one and only
-Daniel Radcliffe

Whats not so fun about living NY:
I miss the mountains
going to see Equus and seeing Daniel Radcliffe's penis...

02:12 pm: I AM MISS THEREFOR I AM HUNGRY FOR...
QDOBA
SONIC
ARBY'S
QDOBA
KING SOOPERS
QDOBA
QDOBA
QDOBA
QDOBA!!!

WHY DOES LONG ISLAND HAVE NO QDOBA!!!???

01:45 pm: Today i saw a leaf fall. I can't wait for Halloween. I don't know what I'm gonna be. I plan to go pumpkin picking and go on a hayride with my friends. maybe go to Adventure Land. I need to go to the city. I have been stuck in shows to long and haven't had time. Oh did i mention. they just had audition for Spider-Man: The musical. Yup Julie Taymor is directing and it will probably not last long on Broadway.

i miss the mountains.

02:46 am: So i love long island. and i love FTC and everyone here. but i dont know if i am being challenged enough. I hate to sound big-headed, but i am one of the most talented people at the school. and i dont want to be and i shouldn't be. i want to look up to people and have them teach me something that i don't already know. i want to grow as an actor and singer and i don't feel like i have yet. i don't even know what to think.

10:37 pm: So The time has come for roommate switching....i told one of my good friends i would room with him to rid him of his horrible roommate. The thing is i haven't told mine. he is a great guy. i just can't handle him. how do i tell him. i've never loved confrontation. it sucks. I don't like it when people hate me and he will. he will be very upset. and by the way...he is a football player/wrestler...he is huge. he mite sit on me in my sleep and that will be the end of Tim. Oh well.

11:14 pm: Alright, well my computer hasn't been able to get to Live journal ever since i got to long island. but now that it works i have some stuff to say and stuff to vent. I love this school. it (so far) seems like a really good match for me. My acting teachers are crazy and i don't get them but they are professional and i know i they are right. (Rachael since my computer didn't work i didn't copy you, i was gonna say it first...)
I HAD to audition for High School Musical even though i would rather lick a dead kitten until I myself throw up a hair ball. but they signed me up nonetheless and i got called back for Troy-tried my best to hit an A and then it was down to me and 2 other guys, resulting in the director who is the gayest straight guy I've ever seen tell us all we did great and we will find out after labor day. I am missing Colorado but despite my feelings...don't want to go back. I think being away from a perfect home and a perfect family has really shown me that i need to get away and see who i am with out my mom or dad or a close friend telling me how to live my life. Im in the real world and if i make a mistake i will have to fix it myself. and im looking forward to making many and fixing many and learning to grow just like everyone else. It's weird to think i didn't feel this way a year ago.
Also i have been watching Scrubs and sometimes feel my self talking like J.D. who is my new favorite person and want to be him... zoom zoom zoom. (ahhh. if only.)

my roommate is cool. but he is big---well picture this. Arnold shwartzanegger and Gene Kelly as roommates...well thats me and tom. (im Gene). He can get annoying and on my nerves but even though he uses my toothpaste and shampoo...and body wash. he is still annoying. but we all will or have had a roommate that is not perfect. oh well, such is life.

08:04 pm: Well opening weekend of Titanic was just amazing! Despite some technical flaws, (like the mics cutting out) the show went very well and the audiences seemed to love it. they couldn't stop talking about how well the entire cast was and how well it was directed. im sad that we only have one weekend left. it is such a good show (much better than the one i saw at UNC, which someone actually compared it too and just laughed cuz i knew...i knew ours WAS much better. except im sorry Rachael, there are no floating tables...i know you liked them.

If you havn't seen it yet then get your tickets now. because it is such an amazing musical and you will love it and i will love to see you there!!

11:35 pm: HURRY UP ROOMMATE SWITCH!!!
MY ROOMMATE IS SO STUPID!! GOD HELP ME! I'LL BE SURPRISED IF HE SHOWS UP ON THE FIRST DAY OF ORIENTATION....

AGAIN I SAY...
HURRY UP ROOMMATE SWITCH!!!

10:45 pm: Hello. so im sitting here you know bored...and tired and i feel like i need to write something since it is long overdue. but i dont know what to right about. Im not the type of person to write about his day or his fears or what exciting thing happend. (no offence to anyone who does write about those i love reading them) but it seems my life is to boring to write about. and i dont want people to know im a boring person because no one likes a boring person.

Im learning to play the guitar. and i've actually been getting good. i can play free fallen like a rock star. even though it is the easist song ever and only had 4 chords. tom petty is not a musical genius. but did write one hell of a song.

my ankle started hurting again. i dont think it was ready for skipping and kicking a soccer ball. so as im typing im icing it. but i can't fell the coldness so i doubt it is working or it is just that numb.

i realized my magic sucks. i only know one trick and it is a lame. and im not as cool as i think just because i can make a card dissapear.

TITANIC opens a week from Friday. this upcoming Friday. Its gonna be awesome. I realized half way through though that im not getting payed. but i have had fun and it will at least look proffesional and not like community theater. which is good.

New York is coming up and I HAVE NOT HEARD FROM MY ROOMMATE. i know what his name is and what he is studying and thats it. i think a roommate switch will be in order.

Thats it for now.


i also dont feel like using spell check, i realize every single word i typed is either missing a letter or has one too many. which leads me to grammer...fuck it. im tired.

11:59 am: im bored.
LA LA LA!

05:15 am: It is 5 in the morning and i, like my entire neighborhood has been awake for the past hour. because there is a very. VERY LOUD horn going off. we dont know where it is coming from. frankly i dont give a shit. but i was having a dream about my spiderman cake saving the world. so YES!! i am very dissapointed. STUPID HORN. WHEREEVER YOU ARE I WILL BEAT YOU!!!

12:49 am: Carpe Diem
I tell you what. I can not wait to go to New York!!! I just realized all my friends from High school have new lives and friends and i want that too. I want to come back and have people miss me and be jealous because im in NYC. getting to see shows every weekend for 25 bucks? Yes please! Going to jazz clubs that are open until you have to go to class? Can't wait! I want excitement. If i get mugged. Let them mug me. if i get hit by a taxi while riding my bike? so be it. I want stories and to make new memories and I want to experience the world. New relationships and friendships and horrible jobs that pay for my life. Auditions i won't get called back for, the shows I'll be in and the life that i will be living is going to ROCK!
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I dont know if watching Dead Poets Society just makes me want to "Seize the day" or what? But every time I watch Mr. Keating teach his class i want to sound my barbaric YAWP over the roofs of the world. To tell people what i think of them with out thinking what they'll think of me. to RUN, JUMP, DIVE, FLY, to LAUGH and SING, to spread my wings and see the world according to Tim.
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But for now. I love what i have and will miss what has been. In Ten days i will have lived for 2 decades. and i know nothing of the world. it's about time i found out.

06:29 pm: Well Panera forgot to schedule me for this week so i am bored off my rocker. ( dont know if thats the right phrase but meh.) so some one please call me. i would call you but i dont want to look desperate....like this post looks...